Ladybugs

"When I was little girl, I used to spend hours looking for ladybugs. Finally, I would just give up and fall asleep in the grass. When I woke up, they were crawling all over me."
- Under the Tuscan Sun

This is how I feel. That I'm searching and searching for ladybugs and I just need to give up and get on with my life and then maybe, just maybe I'll wake up and they'll be crawling all over me.

Then I'd probably freak out, because I'm not so much a fan of bugs all over me, even if they were ladybugs, but that ruins the moral of the story.

But where are they? I'm waiting calmly. Unfortunately I think falling asleep in the grass in hopes of waking up to ladybugs defeats the purpose.

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